oh new music...
<3

ugh.
running out of time is not a good feeling.
I can tell it is bubbling up. I have never acted that way before...


I have always suppressed it.
But you said you are doing good. and I am doing good.

and fuck.
I shouldn't screw anything up.


"The night is deafening when the silence is listening
And I´m down on my knees and I know that something is missing.
Because the back of my mind is holding things I´m relying in
But I choose to ignore it because I´m always denying them.

I´m a bit of a manic when it´s not as I plan it
Cause I start losing my head and then I get up in a panic
Remember when we were kids and always knew when to quit it
Are we denying a crisis or are we scared of admitting it?

I don´t want to know

I just want to run to you
And break off the chains and throw them away
I just want to be so much
And shake off the dust that turned me to rust"
-Lights

Not the best, but somehow defining.