laying awake, under a green light.
under a blue light,
under the moon light,
under the star light.

do you remember?

all I want is to lay awake with someone,
talk,
listen to the frogs,
cry,
take blurred pictures with the colored lights.

I want freedom,
(or do)
I want love.
(?)

oh, isn't there a balance?


i won't lie,
i feel so desperate.

hopeless
somehow.


ah, do you remember?

this pain, or that?
does it really matter which?




maybe remembering is my problem.