300 blog posts in less than a year.


anyway, that is a side note...

i was really about to write something about being worthless. I know... well I don't know, but I believe that I am not worthless. I just feel like it, a lot. And the way some other people treat me, makes me feel like that. And I hope I don't make other people feel worthless, though I think that could actually be what I do to a lot of people. I really hope not... the last thing I want to do is make someone else feel the way that I feel so often.

But in scrambling to find something to get me through my hard times, I may be stepping on people, and putting them through worse things.


ugh.
So much is so hard right now. And this is the easy part...