"who i am and who i want to be, and the struggle i have between the two." (10.3.09)
"I can't hate myself so much that I am paralyzed in hate." (10.14.09)

"the line breaks between what is real and unreal" (11.19.09)

between
"love" and hate
strong and "weak"
heaven and "hell"


I'd show you, cause its beautiful...
but then you would take me away.