Matt (N) inviting me roller skating tonight for Gabe's birthday. It was enjoyable. I'm not too bad at skating, but not nearly as good as I am on roller blades. Matt and I played some air hockey too... which he won...

I fell once, smacked my knee, and now its pretty swollen. Whatever.

Mark was there and we talked, but not much. I really don't think he even wants to be my friend. Wonder what I did wrong.

I needed to get off campus, so I'm really glad I went tonight and spent time with new-ish people. And skating is therapeutic for me, so that helped too.


This afternoon was almost too much, and my stomach is all in knots (and hungry), and my heart wants to cry, and my head wants to go fix everything, and my... emotions want to punch someone. Everything is conflicting.