this alley project has become so convoluted and frustrating. and i feel like every time i try to contribute to the group effort i only end up inflating the challenge. i made a legitimate effort to help today and it backfired completely. i'm trying not to have a bad attitude, but i'm not good at drawing, or public speaking, or corresponding with clients and stakeholders, and i've missed more meetings than anyone, so i just don't know what i am actually bringing to the table.