I just feel so broken...flawed. Everything I say or think is wrong in a way I can't describe.
I can't think, or speak.

I hate that I'm so alone here, because I really just need a good, long, sincere hug. I don't know if I can stay here Thursday... I just want to be home right now.


I went rock climbing today. Zach invited me. It was probably the best thing I have done here all year. It made me feel strong and empowered (at a time where I feel so weak in character). (That is such a weird things to say about myself, especially here, but I don't know how else to describe it... I feel weak. )