just now when i was titling that last post... blindsided. it reminded me of something you said last night (you said soooo much last night). i dont even remember exactly what you said, but it was something about being blindsided, and just completely knocked off guard...

it reminded me of my dream. the one where you died. blindsided.



you said another thing last night. about plans.
you said how the fuck can we even begin to make plans when life is just so fucking random and things happen out of nowhere. you can't plan for it all...

you can't.
you are right about so many things.
if you don't listen to me, listen to yourself.