I want to trust that the world has a balance.
not a plan, but a balance;
that there is some sort of purpose in all we do.

I'm afraid that there isn't,
I'm afraid of all the ways I could be wrong,
but there is no way to ever know.
That is where faith comes in.
Not for religion,
not for a god, or for any one thing we can name,
but just that within our lives, individually and(/or) interacting,
we can find some peace,
or create some peace,
or even just accept some peace.